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Its been 12 days now [Jul. 10th, 2005|11:14 am]
[Current Mood |sadsad]

I lost it this morning!! :(

I put a picture of her in the bedroom and every morning and night (and anytime in between) I say will say 'I love you Earthgirl (or honey)'. This morning for some reason I picked up the picture and hugged it. I then notice the time on the cable box it was 10:43 AM - the time she passed and that when I started to CRY uncontrollable for about 5-10 minutes.

I really really really really really miss her.

I got to get out of the aptpartment today. Plan to go into Manhattan today and go to the NYC Metro area poly discussion group (NYC-POLY) meeting.

- Larry -