|Its been 12 days now
||[Jul. 10th, 2005|11:14 am]
I lost it this morning!! :(
I put a picture of her in the bedroom and every morning and night (and anytime in between) I say will say 'I love you Earthgirl (or honey)'. This morning for some reason I picked up the picture and hugged it. I then notice the time on the cable box it was 10:43 AM - the time she passed and that when I started to CRY uncontrollable for about 5-10 minutes.
I really really really really really miss her.
I got to get out of the aptpartment today. Plan to go into Manhattan today and go to the NYC Metro area poly discussion group (NYC-POLY) meeting.
- Larry -